Shame

Oh the shame I felt at my tv choices today...it's just that I was so tired and worn out from my whirlwind weekend with my sister and having to stand up for 15 minutes every hour and it was cold out and I just wore my jammies all day...I have a thousand excuses, but none that really counteract my shamefulness. 

Today from 1pm to 7pm I watched....a Jersey Shore marathon (the 1st season).  6 hours.  6 hours of my life I can never get back.  6 hours of Ronny beating people up and girl fights and Snookie showing her goodies for all the world to see and the situation talking about how awesome he is and really none of the girls he brings home sleep with him.  I may have gotten an STD just from watching it.  Why? Why? Why do I do this to myself?  And the new season starts January 6th and I feel like these idiots have sucked me into their bizarro world. 

And while I watched tv today (I did watch Kathie Lee & Hoda, too) I ate 2 English muffins, 7 slices of bacon, cantaloupe, a hard boiled egg, a Carnation instant breakfast, hot chocolate, and 4 cookies.  And then Paul brought home Girl Scout cookies which I will be tasting, while I watch Biggest Loser, as soon as I finish typing.  To be fair I only gained 1/2lb in 3 weeks between doctors appointments.  On the flip side of that I was overweight BEFORE getting pregnant so...whatcha gonna do?  I love the sugar and cookies. 

And I just realized this morning that Christmas is only 10 days away so I guess I should mail Christmas presents off.  Yikes!  Of course I just ordered my Christmas photo cards today.  We'll call them New Years cards and be done with it. 

And I only have 9 weeks, at most, until baby Emma gets here.  I actually don't feel that stressed about all we need to do probably because I will be able to do more activity each week and will be able to get all the small stuff done.  And really if it doesn't get done who is gonna know?  The nursery is done.  She has a place to sleep.  I am going to produce milk.  She has a wardrobe to rival Kim Kardashian's.  What else does she need? 

Tomorrow though I vow to be more productive!