an introduction

Who am I? I think that I am always searching...searching for who I am, who I want to become, who I am meant to be, and that extra something undefinable.

I am 30 years old, divorced, a social worker, a pet owner, a home owner, a daughter, and a sister. My family and friends are the absolute most important to me. My relationships with men...always end up interesting and tragic. To say it is better to have love and lost obviously did not come from someone who develops feelings for everyone. LOL

I have a wall around me. I am afraid to get close to men or to allow them to get close to me. But I'm trying to get better. I'm trying to keep things in check and maintain my perspective. No one ever died from a broken heart. And there is so much MORE to life than having a relationship with a man.

I am turbulent and crazy and sensitive and chaotic and indescribable. I can be very moody.

I can let too much of myself go and hold on too much to other people. I secretly want to be a writer...or a marine biologist...or a photographer. I am always learning and searching and being.